This quote serves as a poignant reminder not to turn away from our past but to acknowledge it, embrace its lessons, learn from it, let it go, and step into a brighter future.

Adding to these challenges are the traumas of childhood sexual abuse, abandonment by my mother at 18 months old, and enduring domestic violence. Coupled with the weight of societal judgments as a single, unwed teen mom, the burden of loss intensified with the passing of my son at birth, perpetuating a lifetime of feeling victimized. I would engage in the blame game and lacked compassion for others. I carried a lot of anger within me, and was definitely an old-school hard-arse parent you will do as I say not as I do often screaming and yelling and smacking as parenting tools. As outdated and barbaric as the old school horse trainer ways with barb wire twitches and making the horse submissive to pain I was that same way with parenting until I found another way.

Yet, despite enduring numerous hardships and grappling with failed suicide attempts, in 2016, I rediscovered the will to live again when faced with my unborn granddaughter's diagnosis of PFFD.

A few strong women have been responsible for raising me up and this little miss is No. 1 in my eyes

Witnessing my 10-month-old daughter's unwavering determination to walk with one leg shorter than the other inspired me to persevere. Her resilience fueled my resolve to confront my demons and embrace life alongside my two sons, and my grandchildren. She really did save me! At times I had thoughts that even my own children would be better off without me.

Through a multitude of trials, including 14 rounds of electric shocks with ECT for depression, pain management rehabilitation, medicinal cannabis, equine therapy, stem cells & DNA repair, I embark on a journey to share what has worked for me, what didn't, and everything in between. It's a testament to the resilience and the relentless pursuit of healing and growth.

You'll hear me speak passionately about believing in oneself, the power of the universe, deep spirituality, manifesting dreams, setting and achieving goals, and investing in oneself’s personal development. It truly is

Despite being a high school dropout and runaway at 14, I was determined to fulfill the pedestal my father placed me on, envisioning me as a lioness destined to lead.

My journey has been fraught with struggles, including body image issues stemming from adolescence. Despite facing challenges like teenage motherhood, cervical cancer, and undergoing a hysterectomy at 35, I now openly discuss topics like bariatric surgery and sacral colpoplexy surgery for incontinence, aiming to destigmatize these discussions and empower women to make informed decisions about their health and wellbeing.

My aim is not to become a statistic of premature health decline but to defy expectations and live a vibrant life. I share both successes and failures in the hope of inspiring women to relate and make positive changes in their lives. I am eager for the future and the opportunity to help other women struggling with the same debilitating restraints. I feel I have cracked the code and I’m on a mission to help as many humans as possible.

In 2009, at 33, I received a diagnosis of fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue, facing the prospect of premature physical decline. After years of relentless pursuit, I've been fibromyalgia-free for the past two years, a testament to perseverance and exploring unconventional paths to healing.

I offer a free 33-page guide on how to look, feel, and live 20 years younger while liberating oneself from the constraints of fibromyalgia. Additionally, I invite you to delve deeper into the methods, tools, and modalities that have facilitated my recovery, including but not limited to stem cells, DNA repair, & equine therapy

My journey is not about boasting achievements but about instilling hope. There is a life beyond fibromyalgia, and I hope that by sharing my journey, others may find solace and inspiration to embark on their own path to wellness.

You as much as anybody in the entire universe deserves your love and affection